I am much better at talking than writing. I’m very closed up emotionally in a sense so I’m sorry I’ve not said anything sooner or to you directly. I’m so beyond sorry for your loss and I know she lives on in each of you, she was blessed to have you as were you to have a wonderful mom like her. To my cousins I can’t begin to imagine your pain. You and my mom were complete opposites and I am so much like you. I loved when she said it, because it was a huge complement to me! Your fire and independence is fiercely genetic. If I had a dollar for every time my mom would say “you’re just like your aunt Stevie”. I always idolized you as a child and adult. When ever I would ask you anything you always took the time to talk and answer any questions I had with heartfelt advise. As of late, my fondest memory is all the advise. I remember you always sitting with me and making friendly plastic jewelry as a child and when we went to shoppers, and insisted your then bf put the siren and light on to embarrass me when you came to visit at my parents. Every time we’d chat on fb you always said your home was open for me to come stay with you. Certain reasons became road blocks for me to come down to Ottawa, being 6 hours away sucked. I remember my visits as a child crystal clear, like it was yesterday. It’s taken me 6 days to even try to express how sad I am for the loss of my Auntie Stevie.
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